Discouraged

Do you ever have those days that even though almost everything else is great, one thing just makes the whole day seem like a downer?

That was yesterday...

Everything was going great! And I do mean everything! My brothers got here safe, I scored a cute outfit for a great deal at BRU for Brynna for her Easter basket, watching my neighbors daughter was a breeze in the morning (FUN even! We played a very interesting, but super fun game of life), I got in my work out, make great eating choices (well, until dinner, but that was my "free" meal this week).

And then I got to my cheer clinics. And one of my new candidates bailed. The one that I was REALLY, REALLY hoping was going to stay. But there was a new girl. And by the end of the clinic she approached me and said she really didn't think it was for her. Softball is more her style, you see.

And as soon as I left when we were done, it hit me.

Discouragement. Frustration. Irritation. But mainly, discouragement.

I feel like I'm doing everything wrong. And it's silly really because I know I'm not. But for some reason that one girl not showing up made me feel like everything else was falling apart too.

I kind of wonder if I've got some hormone issues going on right now?