I wonder if I'll always feel the sting of bitterness from my IF days? I really try and be happy for people who get their BFPs the first month in. Really. I TRY! But there is this HUGE side of me that just feels resentment at the fact that they didn't have to wait at all. They didn't have to deal with trying for months and years just to get 2 pink lines. They didn't have to experience loss before they found happiness.
I kind of wonder if IF has screwed me up for life? I just have a hard time being GENUINELY and truly happy for those lucky first timers. I would never wish any kind of IF on anyone (and I know that I didn't have to go through what some women do) but it still gets to me. Will that ever change you think?
Anyone else have this same complex?