Wednesday, October 29, 2008

I like roller coasters...

but this is ridiculous!

I have been going through the emotional roller coaster ride the past couple of days (along with being exhausted) and it's really starting to wear on me. One minute I think we just might have done it this cycle, and the next I am completely deflated thinking that I probably didn't even O and the Clomid didn't work. I have worked myself into a frenzy over nothing. Jeesh! It's exhausting just keeping up with my thoughts these days!

IPS so far are little to none other than being tired. All the time. ALL. THE. TIME. I think this is what gets me the most because last time I was preggo this was the only RPS that I really remember (it was 4 years ago... give me a break) so it has me thinking. and stressing. and hoping. and praying.

I'm just so tired of all the what ifs, you know? Let me off this ride already!

5 comments:

Marie said...

I here you! I am *sshh* in 2ww myself. 5 days late and didn't take clomit.

I refuse to get my hopes up...but I wish us both the best :)

T-party said...

I completely understand. During the day I feel like there is NO possibility, and by evening I feel funny have myself convinced this is it. I hope we both have our answer by Monday.

Melissa said...

Oh yes, I remember the daily roller coaster ride all too well. Within the course of a day, I would flip-flop between "there's no way I'm pregnant" and "I just know we caught the egg" about 45 times.

I hope the tiredness is a good sign. Fingers crossed that you get your BFP this cycle. When are you testing?

Morgan said...

Let me be the first to tell you, the ride never freakin' ends so hold on tight and go with the flow! Even AFTER you get pregnant the ride doesn't end, there is always "what ifs". I hope it slows down for you...take it easy girl!

nancy said...

Remind me - are you being monitored on your clomid cycle? Or just taking OPKs? It seriously irritates me when REs don't monitor clomid patients.