Tuesday, September 9, 2008

D day

So today is appt day... so i guess the title really should be A day? I'm starting to get more and more nervous as the day progresses, but I am really going to try to keep calm. It's just a visit to the dr office after all! Jeeze, you would think I was going to the firing squad or something.

I have a list of questions to ask and I am still debating on whether or not to print out my charts. For most of this last year all I checked was CP and CM. I temped a couple months, but it just didn't work for me since I am a restless sleeper (as in I get up AT LEAST 2-3 times a night EVERY NIGHT). So I am wondering if he would even want to see them since they don't exactly "prove" that I O? HMM... still undecided on that point, but if nothing else I can write down all my cycle lengths (including the last 2 that were HELLISHLY LONG!!)

I kind of know there is something wrong with me, but I am really freaked out for him to confirm those fears. Is that weird? Batman and I talked about it last night and at this point he is not really sure he is up to a SA, but would like them to do MY testing first to rule that out, then go from there. I think I am fine with that. After reading Candi's SA results though, it makes me EXTREMELY nervous what Batman's results could be as he is also a smoker :( I guess we can cross that bridge when we come to it. Sigh...

i just have to make it until this afternoon...

2 comments:

Ophelia said...

Tiff, I would definitely take your charts with you. At least it will show how long your cycles are, if nothing else.

I waited to have DH's testing done until our first cycle of clomid failed. They wouldn't do an IUI without an SA. If I knew 6 months ago what I know now, I would've made DH get tested immediately. At least I wouldn't still be TTC 6 months later with zero results or progress.

Try to relax hun. Doctors are here for a reason! Who knows, if you aren't Oing then maybe a lil Clomid is all you need!

Andrea said...

Positive thoughts coming your way!